The Beginning.....

Ok so here I am at my heaviest I have ever been. I can't even blame my kids for this weight because I am heavier here then I was at the end of either of my pregnancies. Just a lot of bad food choices and lack of motivation to do anything. After I saw these pictures, I just couldn't believe how big I really was. I am usually behind the camera so I don't really see what others see. I tend to stay away from mirrors because I really don't want to look at myself. So this is where the journey begins.....

Blogging...me? Really???

Ok so here I start with my blog. I have always wanted to start one but like every other journal I have tried to start, I never really keep up with it. Well this one is really important to me. I am trying to get my life on track and lose all of this unhealthy weight that I have been carrying for most of my life. I want to be able to buy the cute clothes you see at the stores. Not much in the WOMAN'S section unless you want to shell out a ton of money which I don't really have. I actually started my weight loss journey on June 1st, 2009. As of today I have lost 20 pounds and I hope that by next year some time I can reach my goal weight of 140. I can't believe that I am posting this for the world but I am currently 240. So that means I have 100 pounds to go. I can do this I know I can.......